Cabalistic Nights

Reality is much more complex than any judgement of right and wrong, encourages you to believe. When you really understand the ethical, spiritual, social, economic and psychological forces that shape individuals, you will see that people's choices are not based of a desire to hurt. Instead, they are in accord with what they know and what world view are available to them. Most are doing the best they can, given what information they've received and what problems they are facing.

This is so true, for all of us. We judge before we know them well enough to understand that they don't have everything they wish they had, life doesn't always provide them with the best, their life hasn't been the easiest. We often judge people because of what they have and what they don't have but we forget to look deeper, into their hearts, where it really matters. For example, an extremely wealthy person could be saving everything they can to save the environment. It isn't because they don't have enough to spend, they do, but they prefer to give rather than take.

This applies to multiple things in life. Each and every one of us are brought up in a different environment, hence our values and morals are different. Based on how we are brought up, it reflects how we think and act. Perhaps we don't know any different. Perhaps we've never had the chance to experience the changes. Of course, everyone has their own problems in life. We'll experience a multitude of them throughout our lifetime. Depending on what our goals are and what we want from ourselves, we act in accordance to those. It is not the similarities that brings us together but the differences amongst ourselves and the ability to accept them.

I'm taking this time to say, please understand that I'm not hurting myself in any way. Because of the circumstances, I have chosen to set the goal quite high. It does not mean that I'm setting an impossible aim that I will never achieve; it just means I'm going to have to work much harder to achieve it. It's something that's bound to come along with being a dancer but you have to fully dedicate yourself to it.