Cabalistic Nights

Wow, doesn't high school just love to torture you with so many assessments you're literally buried under them? Aren't they nice? haha. Well, just finished a Biology Data Processing task. That would be the last of the sciences. The last thing I have to worry about is editing my economics essay. Then I have nothing for the rest of the term! Wohoo!

Okay. Many things have happened actually, since the beginning of the year. Found out a guy liked me after he posted a tbh on Facebook. Yep, any more public than that? o.o And to be honest, even if I did like him back, the answer would still be no. Just saying. But yes, now we're at this awkward stage. Okay, perhaps it's not awkward. More like he can't talk to me for some unknown reason he doesn't even know so we're just avoiding each other I guess. And I like it that way. I don't have to worry about hurting his feelings or making sure he doesn't feel offended. Perhaps it's the best this way. I'm kind of glad he's not in any of my classes cause that would have made everything a lot more awkward.

Moving on... I can't wait until the term finishes. Literally jumping out of my seat just thinking about going back to China. I'll finally be able to see my relatives again. Oh and I miss the cheap stuff they sell. I think I'll have a very very very full suitcase on the flight back to Sydney.

It's getting late and I should probably be sleeping. So, I'll go sit in splits for a while and sleep. Night people!~

Wow, haven't posted for so long! Well, maybe that's because I've been using wordpress instead. Ah, I miss this layout. Anyway, just posting to link people to my wordpress one.

Cabalistic Mysteries

Guess I haven't been blogging much recently, more focused on writing stories and fan fiction. Don't judge guys.

Elaine's party was awesome! Being fat at Max Brenners, shopping all over the city. 'Twas fun! Oh yes, I went ice skating before with Jacquee, D, Christine, Elaine, Ray, Amaajit the day before. Had an awesome time.

Christmas was great I suppose, though we didn't do much. I can't remember much to write about it but I just remember we didn't do much. Maybe we did something interesting but I can't remember what it was. Thanks for the presents guys! Love you all <3

So the rest of the holidays? Hmm. Well we were planning to go to Melbourne some time soon. I guess I'm looking forward to that because I get to go horse riding. Same with Blue Mountains. Horse riding again. I'm so happy! I haven't ridden for so long. Hopefully I haven't forgotten. I've been writing quite a lot recently, mostly fan fiction, though I did write some stories that I haven't posted yet. I shall do that sometime soon.

Also been reading a lot of the Twilight Saga, realising that it's not as bad as some people put it. I know I hated it before but you can't judge a book by it's cover. Cliched yes, but it was something I re-realised. People are entitled to different opinions and are free to express them without the harassment or judgement of others. And yes, I quite like it, even though I don't usually read fantasy based books.

I haven't written anything deep for a while so that shall be my next post. Until then, enjoy the rest of your holidays guys.

Holidays so far? Hmm. Not much yet but I did go out to the city with dancing friends today. Twas awesome! Mizuya at 11:30am, purikura, jewellery shopping/present shopping, Max Brenners. So yummy! Anyway, should be exercising but I'm too lazy to get up.

Ice skating on Thursday! So looking for to that. Now that it's the holidays, I can't tell what day it is anymore. Mind screw! I have goals to reach! Lol.

Agenda for the holidays:

• ice skating
• horse riding
• photoshoots
• shopping for books
• buy christmas presents
• buy birthday presents
• get fit/un-fat
• improve pointe work
• learn a piano piece
• learn ballet dances
• finish gossip girl
• make photoshop projects
• go on holidays in the blue mountains lol
• write a story
• write another song
• arrange love story meets viva la vida

Formal was awesome! Everyone looked so pretty

Didn't exactly find time to post about it since there were so many things that came after it, like the year 10 graduation ceremony, which was today. Reports and results were okay. Just for the sake of saving me repeating them when people ask, here are the results as follows.

Report: 8 A's, B for English =.="
School Certificate:
English - 92
Maths - 93
Science - 90
Geography - 87
History - 81
Computer Skills - 97

Okay cool. Just spent the past 30 minutes looking for my vibrating phone downstairs. In the end, we found it upstairs where I started looking. *EPIC FACEPALM* Okay, I should be sleeping and exercising lol but because I'm lazy, I shall be on MSN and then sleep. Exercise can wait until tomorrow.

Work experience was awesome! Made everything all nice and tidy, yep, OCD kicking in. Had an awesome lunch break with Marina, going slightly random. Walked on Sydney Uni campus and didn't realise it, got owned by Marina afterwards. >.< We did a hearing test and apparently I have really good hearing :D We also acted as a "control" for several tests, which were pretty fun to do. Looking forward to tomorrow!

I wish I could show you when you are lonely or in darkness the astonishing light of your own being.

I really wish I could. I know it takes time to realise that and sometimes it's hard to escape the darkness but at least have the courage to try. I wish everything was perfect but perfection is something that is out of reach. We can only ever get so close. With courage, with strength, with persistence, perseverance and hope, the light isn't far away.